Islander in the City | Pablo A. Tariman:

IF YOU CAN’T READ MUSIC

A piano in the background during the author’s last outreach concert at the Catanduanes State University Auditorium.

If you can’t read music

Then reflect on the sounds

And figure out

What they are trying to say.

If you can’t read music

Then learn how to appreciate silence

Especially the ones

Haunting you in the dead of night.

 

You will probably miss it

In the big crowd

Those gyrating mass of bodies

Seeking relief

From existence gone mad.

 

The solace of music

Is in the intimacy of a living room

With just a few living souls

Following the gentle cadence of notes

That elicit scenes from childhood

Of adolescence gone

Of loved ones who will come no more.

 

If you can’t read music

Then find it

In the newly born baby’s lips

Following the rays of sunlight

And suddenly flashing

An angelic smile

After nine months

In the mother’s womb.

 

If you can’t read music

Then find it in the periphery

Of your garden

Where plants unexpectedly sway

To the sound of joy

Or the sound of grief

Even as butterflies hop by

Looking for moments of calm.

 

If you can’t read music

Find it in your chest

And read the palpitations

Of an agitated heart.

Music is everyone’s journey

To nowhere.

Each music has its own guidepost

Pretty much like

The untrodden path

You have chosen for yourself.

 

By and large

Feel the sound

Figure out the rhythms

See where they will lead you.

If you can’t read music

Then look for a good teacher

Who can read life

More than the notes

You find

In the music stands.

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